Rain, Rain, Go Away!

It's rained for 2 days and its going to rain another 2 days.. Thank you, Tropical Storm Tammy. Thank god the end of hurricane season is only 1 month away. After the storm, I am looking at 70 degree weather after that and I'm upset... then I look at Auburn weather and they have a high of mid 50s coming soon. I guess my low 70s isnt that bad:) I can always find the positives if I look hard enough. I just have to find someone else's misery and mine dosent seam so bad.. hmm.. I wonder if I am wrong for that? Speaking of miserable weather... There is this running joke about living in Utah.. I decided yesterday that there is NO WAY IN HELL I am going to live in Utah. It snowed there yesterday, 5 to 9 inches worth of snow. 70 degrees in Oct., I can live with that. :)
Hey I just realized something... IT'S SURVIVOR NIGHT! Yeah!! It's like christmas in Oct... as a matter of fact, it has definitely felt like christmas in Oct. ;)
I have done alot of reflecting the past couple of days... I seam to be running myself to exhaustion everyday. There is not enough hours in a day here. Email to loved ones, kids, birds, fishtank, taking the dogs out... you get the picture. Anyway, going to visit for the weekend was one of the best things i could have done for myself. Before my visit, I was depressed, I kept thinking "What the fuck did you just do?" I missed everyone... But coming back I felt much better. I guess I just thought I would never see those people again. Irrational I know, but that is where I was at. Visiting reminded me that I can go home anytime, well almost anytime, and I am not stuck here. Now I am not so home sick.
I also have come to realize home is where the heart is, not where your place of residence is. My home is in Indiana, my residence is in North Carolina. Mabey someday my home will be North Carolina but I'm not set on that...Well time to let the dogs out....